i just dunno. got back from the movies with my parents, brother and roomate… the neighbors across the street are BLASTING their music (loud enough that i can feel it in my chest… IN my house). i feel strange. my neck is really stiff. it’s hot in the house. my body feels really ‘antsy.’
i made plans with a girl for tomorrow… but she hasn’t called me back to ‘verify’ said plans. i have the feeling that she’s going to back out or change plans. i’ll be bitter and jaded… it just happens too often. but oh well. what’re you gonna do? i’m tense?! maybe. i think i’m going to head out to the beach for some quiet, alone time.
i can’t do i want to do… sleep… the music is WAY too fuckin’ loud.
i’m just so tired…
and not entirely ready for Halloween festivities. … yeah.
part of a LARGE polaroid project that i started a month or so ago… one of MANY ‘threesomes’ (get your mind out of the gutter)
shitty scan (damn the man for crappy scanners)
lots of people that i know are ‘finding someone’ lately… i dunno if i like that.
holy SHIT!! i just learned that polaroid makes a ‘nightcam’ that you can attach a shutter release cable to. do you know what this MEANS?! i can take color POLAROIDS>>>> AT NIGHT!!! GAh!
Elliot Smith KILLED HIMSELF TODAY!?!? dude. that’s no fun at all. i really liked his music. grr. these musicians need to quit dying. 
i was supposed to hang out with my friends in St. Pete tonight… but they’re all playing dirty tricks on me. not returning phone calls… or signing off the internet right after i IM them… meh. guess i’ll get ready for bed. *sigh*
my mom offered to pay for me to get braces (at least on my top teeth)… i never wanted them when i was a kid because i knew that they hurt really bad… but my teeth have always sort of been a ’self esteem’ issue for me. she brought it up again recently and i’ve been thinking about it. what do people think about 25yr old guys with braces?!
an interesting night… quite the odd circumstances… i’ll tell you aaaaaall about it later. i’ve had way too much to drink. it’s time for bed (and some aspirin)
i’ve been without sleep for 42hrs. hehe. i haven’t done this in a looooong time.
